Wrestling with my Emotions by alophoto

Wrestling with my Emotions

Fighting the winter day blues. And making a little fun for myself on a workday afternoon on a day that really felt like a Monday, as the kids went back to school yesterday and Michael and I started our workweek.

I really do get affected by the winter grayness and it has been exceptionally gray for the past week or so. Man, any little moment of sunshine and I get really excited. "Look, the sun!!" I squeal happily to anyone around or in my mind when I am alone.

This mask was the souvenir that I picked up for Michael when I was in Mexico (you know I had myself in mind a little, too). Come on, who doesn't want a cool wrestling mask and a red one, to boot?!

A funny story from the other day: my son, who still enjoys dressing up occasionally at 11 was wearing a creepy, black, expressionless mask. He sneezed. "Oh man, I feel sorry for Darth Vader when he has to sneeze." he said, with his face all wet from the contained sneeze.

When Lucas was little, maybe 3 or 4 and supposed to be napping, I went in his room to get him up. He was up and dressed in full crazy costume: spiderman, cowboy with a sword. He turned and jumped facing me in a wrestling stance and hollered hahaaah! If only I had had a camera with me then. It was a priceless moment.

And finally yesterday, while listening to the radio at work, I heard a song about how we should love while we are young. And I thought, this song does not relate to me. And then I thought, oh but age is only a number and finally I thought, says no young person ever. Really feeling my age since turning 40. Not always, but more often than I would like.

Carry on then, but if you can do today in a fun mask, you get bonus points.

And hoping to see a peep of the sun today!
Thanks for a fun start to my day - gray weather here, too, so it's nice to have something to smile about! Fav.
January 18th, 2017  
@shesnapped How is this for emotions?
January 18th, 2017  
fun, thanks fo the smile !
January 18th, 2017  
Always good to see you in costume! You are so much fun. As I told my daughter at her 40th birthday a few weeks ago ...and perhaps to you on yours if I remember correctly ...everything up to 40 is education after 40 it is application. These should be the best years of your life and the fact that you can still have fun "dressing up occasionally" (see where your son gets it?!) is proof positive that you still aren't OLD
January 18th, 2017  
hahaha c'mon, destroy that jelly roll of a wintertime blues!
January 18th, 2017  
FWIW, I think of you as young.
January 18th, 2017  
Such a cute and fun shot. I hear you about the wintertime blues.
January 18th, 2017  
As usual, I love your commentary Amanda! You make us think. Lovely shot to go with it! :-)
January 18th, 2017  
Fun shot, Amanda and great story...Forty is just a number. Grey winters are hard especially when there is no sun relief for days. Take care.
January 18th, 2017  
@squamloon Well thanks:).
January 18th, 2017  
@seattlite I hear you and I say that too. years ago I said it to a 40 year old friend who claimed to be old. But no 20 year olds tell me it's a number. In their eyes, I'm old. And shoot, I get these old feeling aches, pains and creaks now!:)
January 18th, 2017  
Wonderful, Amanda
January 18th, 2017  
I couldn't say anything better than Katy - @grammyn! What happens when you get to 80? Done those two forty years! Perhaps its, 'sit back and let others do the work'? I'm working on that!
January 18th, 2017  
Such a fun shot! Hope the skies brighten up for you!
January 18th, 2017  
@grammyn @maggiemae Great words, ladies. Thanks!
January 18th, 2017  
@alophoto I definitely feel your pain! I suffer from the winter blahs, too, some years worse than others. SAD - Seasonal Affective Disorder. And it does, it makes me sad, all kinds of sad, and I hate it. Looks like you find ways to liven things up, tho! I think you have a quite playful spirit!

Is 'emotion' our theme for this week? (Did I miss that?)
January 18th, 2017  
@shesnapped Yep, how about emotions;).
January 18th, 2017  
@alophoto I just went back and saw it! Not sure how I missed it....
January 18th, 2017  
Love it when you dress up. Great selfie.
January 18th, 2017  
That should help chase away the blues! I too, get depressed during the short gray days of winter. Sunshine makes me happy, too!
January 19th, 2017  
hahaha
fun image
great stories
January 19th, 2017  
Cool and scary
January 19th, 2017  
Fun pic, hope you saw the sunshine!!
January 19th, 2017  
you are too funny .... great shot ... sunny day here but rain is headed our way ...winter blues are the worst
January 19th, 2017  
I know excatly what you mean, the winter garyness gets me everytime
January 19th, 2017  
Ha ha, what a great shot and story. Made me laugh out loud.
January 19th, 2017  
Great narrative. I'm 50 this year but my worst "big birthday" was 30. I felt I ought to really act like a grown up then :) xx
January 19th, 2017  
LOL. ;)
January 19th, 2017  
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