April 30, Monday. Bad day. Parents' anniversary. Start piano again. Start on art history final paper. D Gray Man cont.

Today I woke up at 8:45 when my alarm went off. I just tried to sleep until my alarm went off again by 9. But I couldn't really go back to sleep but I just stayed in bed. When I finally actually wake up, I tried to manage my Facebook again. I didn't get up till 9:26 and took a shower. I got ready and left for school. My mom wasn't home either. I got to school by 10:04 and it was gloomy outside. Today in Tae Kwon Do, we did our last practice set for our final. We just practiced and I was freaking out cause I don't know terms. I really need to know the names. I feel pretty screwed for that class. Well we all did our best to practice and remember everything. After class, I just left school by 11:07. I got home by 11:11, my mom was still not home. I just waited for my mom for food but she didn't go home. I just tried to play my piano. Also, Angel tried to ask me if I can teach him how to play ukulele and he'll pay me. I'm down for that. I was just killing time and thinking about buying Muscle Milk. I tried to do research for other things and I came across Body Fortress's Super Mass Gainer. I looked up other places and they said they have one in Walmart. I left my house by 2:02 and got to Walmart by 2:16. I checked but they didn't have it. I left and went to Kroger and they have it. I bought it for about 16-17 dollars instead of 12 dollars compare in Walmart online. I went to GNC right after it if they have it and compare prices but they didn't have any. They only have Muscle Milk and other things. They were actually on sale. I just left and went back home by 2:56. My mom was home and I ate lunch. I also started watching other episodes of D Gray Man. I was just talking to Gillian and eventually started my DayOne. After catching for today's writing, I started playing a bit on the piano. I kinda wanted to get better again, so I continued what I started earlier and started reading the book again. I eventually took a nap and woke up around 5:30 when I kept on hearing noises from some guy. Well according to my mom, it was the Vietnamese guy who looked for damages on the house. She told me earlier that she wanted to go out and eat for her and dad's anniversary and I'll be her date. That sounded corny lol. So I got up and took a shower and got ready. But I wasn't really feeling sociable and I was just in a bit bad mood about life. We left by 6:15 and her indecisiveness just pissed me off. We went to Blue Water Seafood and got there by 6:32, but since the mood was already off, we just took it for a take out and left. We got our food, left by 6:55 and got home by 7:06. I got home and was pissed and ranted on my Xanga. My steam blew off and I was just mad. I just tried to watch more episodes of D Gray Man to pass time. After that, I just went on my YouTube account to find some old songs in my liked playlists to cool off. I eventually found "The Way You Look Tonight" covered by Maroon 5 and jammed to it. I felt lighter and better overtime. Playing piano also lighten up my mood. After that, I was motivated to start on my paper for art history already. I actually had my thesis done, but that's about it and I quit haha. I also came across Kat Williams' Def Comedy Jam video and got myself some good laugh. I eventually gave the rose I got from the performance to my mom to make it up for earlier. I felt convicted cause I was just mad at everything and I felt bad really. So I just did that. I also was cleaning my room and I cleaned my pants and saw this pamphlet I got when I was doing a photoshoot in City Center with Johnson. It talks about God and everything else that could light me up a bit more. I also started talking to Maddie again so she won't think I hate her or that I'm not interested with her. Then I started watching Dave Chappell's old videos to kill time for the night as I talk to Gillian, Maddie and Johnson. I did that for the remainder of the night and got back to normal convos with Maddie. By around 1:30, I started writing on my DayOne again, then got ready for bed. I was just talking to Jasey earlier but then she went to sleep. Not to mention that I know it's Amy's birthday on May 1, and I don't know what to do. I talked to Johnson about his weight mass progress and he got 20 lbs in 2 months. Damn. Well, I got to bed by 1:41 and I just continued talking to Maddie until like 3 something. I just dropped my phone cause I got tired. I gave more of an idea of who I am. We also talked about Christina Huot and how she messed up Maddie's life. OH and also, about the remote again..lol. I got an email at 4:23 pm that HDE couldn't cancel my order so I have to return it for a full refund. Ugh.