There's so much about this I wish I could photoshop out.
The bags under my eyes from being off and on sick for nearly 4 months now.
The layers of fat around my once toned and killer abs.
The wrinkles, the blemishes...but who am I kidding. Mostly the fat.
I know the reasons, I know what I shouldn't feel about myself. But hey, if we're talking ugly truth? I'm ashamed that I went from my best healthy body yet back to the too many pounds, too much unhealthiness, still feeling like I need to suck in, people asking me if I'm pregnant body.
This is great Amy! Funny, because you see your 'ugliness' while all I see is the youth, the toned arms, the nice belly (I'm not partial to six packs, I like abs that are a little softer)... You should see yourself through my eyes!
welcome back Amy!!!, I am so glad that your container is still in such good nick, all things considered...!! be kind to you, I know you will be determined to get better in every way that counts... xxxx
Outstandingly brave I think - and this, to me anyway, is all about those perceptions we have of ourselves...the ones that screw us up on a daily basis.
Yes! It is absolutely perceptions of ourselves. It's crazy how ugly my head gets sometimes. Thank you all so much