Day 365...so this is the end. I remember the day I started 365. I had heard about the 365 project before and typed it into google, the 365project was the first thing that popped into google. After a quick browse, I asked myself-why not? And so the journey began, little did I know what big of an impact it would have on my life.
I had always been interested in photography, and ever since I got my DSLR, I loved experimenting and capturing the beauty around us. But I never really pushed myself to delve further into photography-more of the art of photography. So when I started my 365 project, I told myself that I was really going to try not only improve my photography skills, but really create art with photography. However, I had no idea how far this project would take me, but I tried anyway. After posting my first photo, people began commenting and I got followers immediately. So I started browsing through other people’s projects and got inspired. After only a week, I was 100% dedicated to the project, I saw the wonderful work of other people and how much others appreciated my work. Before I knew it, I got over 200 followers under a month. With the immense support from the wonderful community of 365, I pushed my boundaries and explored as much as I can with my camera. I remember 365 took over my entire life, it was the first thing I did when I got home from school, and I would spend as much time possible trying to come up with something new and creative. I set high bars for myself and put in as much effort as I can for every shot. To be honest, I was surprised to see what I could do with my camera. Sometimes I would wonder if I could even come up with anything new the next day. But when the next day comes, I surprised myself again. When my “watery days” shot got onto Top 20, I knew that there was so much more to photography for me. Slowly, I began to discover my own “style”. People would often comment that they loved the softness and dreaminess of my photos. I realized that I have always been sort of a dreamer, and I wanted to capture the beauty in the smallest things that surrounds us. Over time, I could feel that photography was becoming my own. How every shot was composed, how every detail was edited, I made sure it reflected myself. I fell in love with photography even more, and I was constantly inspired by the work of others.
I also remember the first day I missed a day on 365. I remember days where I would feel unhappy with my work. That’s when I learned that the project wasn’t as easy as I thought. You can’t always get the “perfect” shot, but everyone has those days. Then came senior year. I knew it was going to be difficult to balance my school life, social life and photography life, but I had no idea how much! I was unhappy with my work more frequently, began losing followers and there were days where I just felt like giving up. But I kept reminding me how much 365 meant to me and how happy it made me. So I continued. Even if I had to use a couple of fillers, I kept going.
And so here I am now. 365 days. 365 photos. 365 days of learning. 365 days of inspiration. 365 days of growth. Thank you so much everyone, for making all this possible for me. I have grown so much as a photographer and feel so grateful to have met all of you. Without your continuous support and words of encouragement, I wouldn’t be here right now. I have finally found my identity as a photographer and I know photography will always be something that is mine, a way to express myself.
(I remember when I posted my first photo, I had just came back from the graduation of the previous graduating class, and if felt like ages before it would be my turn. Guess what? A year has passed and it’s finally my turn! I will be taking a break from the 365 project because I need to focus on my final exams, and then relax from my 12 long (but very short) years of school. But I will definitely be back for year 2! For now, I will post any new photos on my Facebook page:
https://www.facebook.com/JuliaKanPhotography SEE YOU ALL REAL SOON!)
But, I finally hit that wall. I am disappointed that it happened so quickly, but it's due to the fact that I'm getting married in June and am planning a wedding in another city and looking for jobs in that city as I prepare to move. So recently, I must admit I am using "fillers" taken a while ago but I am at least forcing myself to edit them that same day in Lightroom, since I just got that software. In this way, I feel I am staying true to 365.
My favorite thing about 365, like you, is access to so much inspiration; work by people just like us (although spread across all different levels of practice). It's amazing to think that each of us go out daily to take a photo (and maybe do some processing), log on to upload, and then browse everyone else's work! It's so cool to peer into daily moments in strangers' lives and study how they communicate thoughts, emotions, and, of course, sights!
Good luck with finals and we hope you come back to 365 really soon!
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