I felt so ill last night, what was meant to be a nice chilled out evening was completely destroyed by my cousins facebook argument along with any sleep. I was adamant he wasn't going to ruin today too. I got up and went to my buddhist meeting as planned.
I met my Dad in the park and showed him the messages from last night. He was, like us all pretty annoyed. Mum got back from the walk with Lola and then Dad and I did a tiny walk with her. I shot part of this tree stump whilst there. I think it looks like skeleton thumb and fingers dipped into green goo from a distance.
On the way out of the gate, the ticket man on the entry flagged me down. I thought there was a problem with my car but he said he liked me as I drove in and wanted to know if i was single and if we could go for a drink. Not been asked out or chatted up for a long time so it was a nice confidence boost after a rubbish night. He seemed really nice, was originally from Gambia and has been here in Birmingham for 10 years and doing the job on the gate for 5 years.
Mum spoke to Grandpa this morning and told him about my cousin last night and that it had left me feeling ill and was a huge amount of stress after my reiki.
@kittikat thanks kitti, yeah, the question is do the rest of his family think i'm faking my ME, if they do then that will be it I fear. But I certainly wont want anthing to do with them, nor will mum - hence why i had to consult mum in how to handle it and what to put as its her side of the family.
you can only reason with reasonable people.....
Hold your head up high