Firstly, thank you so much for all your comments yesterday. You touched me so much I was in tears because I was moved so much. It's just like a family on here, you're all so supportive and I'm so grateful, I really do thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I'll reply to you all individually once I'm ready for bed :)
I would love to say I'm feeling better but I don't think I am :P I'm thinking a lot. Thinking things over. Confusing myself. Trying to get myself into a better place. I'll blog later to try and make a little bit of sense of it all.
I've had a good day, though. I had double product design this morning and then I have 3 frees on a tuesday so I was free all afternoon, so I did more product design. I love prod des and I've managed to get so much coursework done! It's quite relaxing and soothing. And my teacher knows me so well and looks after me, a lot. He sometimes bans me from working xD Apparently I'm his star pupil :P
I took this picture while walking back from Boston tonight, I noticed the flower in the gutter and it almost sent a message to me. We need to appreciate the little things in life. There is beauty where you least expect it. We just need to breathe, take a step back and look, rather then being so wrapped up in our work and our troubles. We need to just make sure we have a bit of time out every day to just...be.
I wish that I'd got a better photo of this but my better angles were out of focus and I nearly got run over :(
Song for the day: The Day I Died-Just Jack (It's actually sort of a happy song and for some unknown reason, I've had it on repeat all day)
this is quite lovely Naomi. I love the angle...and I'm SUPER HAPPY that you didn't get runover because that would be bad if you did and I'd cry. But chaa, I'm happy that you find yourself getting so much support here at 365, that's such a good thing.
Just don't stress too much okay? I want you to be okay.
hope you'll feel better soon Naomi, we all have this king of moments... it takes as much time as we need, but we always pass thru (sorry I'm translating the way we say it in France and I hope it means something right in English).
This picture is gorgeous, dark but full of hope with the flower... may be like your mood? Bises
Naomi, please don't get run over! I hope you always know you have support here - isn't this place great??
This photo is BEAUTIFUL! And I like the message behind it. I have no doubt that you're gonna be okay in no time and everything will fall into place as it ought to :)
Naomi, we all love you. Chin up :)
you remind me of myself a lot with your captions and all.
I think our thought processes are very similar and what we are going through is related because we are close in age. I hope you are doing okay... and if you ever need to talk I would be glad to talk to you :)
btw, I agree, we ALL need to stop and notice the simple things in life. Sometimes they can be the most beautiful!!
You are the flower in the day to day grunge. Great photo. Everyday is a new day and a new reason to create. I knew you would be a star pupil in your creative classes...
hey Naomi? I think it would be good if we talked... I just read your caption from yesterday's photo...I have been feeling the EXACT same way. I couldnt have put it into words any better.. how old are you? You write so maturely. Your vocabulary is awesome ( justthougth I'd throw that out there ;D)...but really. We are both girls, around the same age... well... I'm a senior... but it doesn't matter. I think you might feel better if I let you know what I stress about. Maybe you will realize you arent alone in the least bit and that every other girl (even though sometimes its hard to see) goes through the same thing we do. Some have harder times than others (Okay so thats not exactly fair...) but life isnt always fair...but realize nobody is perfect and you are great just the way you are :) so do you have a facebook?
oorrr my email is laurendahlhauser@yahoo.com
I'd rather chat on facebook because I'm on there more but if you dont have one...there's my email :)
we dont have to talk, its up to you, just wanted to let you know that I am here if you want to talk :))
Hi Naomi,
I'd like to reassure you that you're really not alone in how you are feeling. I went through a period a few years back where I felt very similar to how you describe and I'd go into really low moods and find it very hard to get back out of them. If it feels completely hopeless or you just want to talk to someone who's been through that, then facebook me (I've followed your photosynthesis page, so you can find me that way). I know Lauren's offered the same, but I'm here too if you need someone. We can even try to arrange meeting for a coffee at some point if you'd like. :-)
Simply a beautiful photo. There's so much there and I love that pop of blue and also the water. Its a photo you could study for a while and find lots in there :)
Just don't stress too much okay? I want you to be okay.
This picture is gorgeous, dark but full of hope with the flower... may be like your mood? Bises
This photo is BEAUTIFUL! And I like the message behind it. I have no doubt that you're gonna be okay in no time and everything will fall into place as it ought to :)
you remind me of myself a lot with your captions and all.
I think our thought processes are very similar and what we are going through is related because we are close in age. I hope you are doing okay... and if you ever need to talk I would be glad to talk to you :)
btw, I agree, we ALL need to stop and notice the simple things in life. Sometimes they can be the most beautiful!!
oorrr my email is laurendahlhauser@yahoo.com
I'd rather chat on facebook because I'm on there more but if you dont have one...there's my email :)
we dont have to talk, its up to you, just wanted to let you know that I am here if you want to talk :))
I'd like to reassure you that you're really not alone in how you are feeling. I went through a period a few years back where I felt very similar to how you describe and I'd go into really low moods and find it very hard to get back out of them. If it feels completely hopeless or you just want to talk to someone who's been through that, then facebook me (I've followed your photosynthesis page, so you can find me that way). I know Lauren's offered the same, but I'm here too if you need someone. We can even try to arrange meeting for a coffee at some point if you'd like. :-)