Babysitting tonight. Not sure if I'm babysitting tomorrow night. My head's all messy. I can't make a plan for the weekend or what work I have or anything and I know that writing it down won't help.
I know I have a Physics past paper to do. But to be honest, I don't think I can do it. I can't do Physics...at all... And I have an exam in 4 weeks and I actually know nothing. I somehow have to learn...not revise...learn 3 months of work on top of revising Chem and Bio...and finishing art but art'll be okay. I can't decide if I'm stupidly stressed because I care about what I get or if I'm completely laid back because I know I can't do physics and I don't give a damn...
If my January module goes really badly then I may well drop Physics...it just depends if I need it or not. Gah! But I'm really not getting on with it at all. I can't learn in the way the teachers are teaching it, I can't concentrate on it, I can't understand it. I just...I don't know. I'm so un-motivated right now because it just feels so unachieveable.
Hm, I also need to finish my art homework this weekend and I need to do some baking! :)
Nice shot of the leaf on the snow, contrasts with you hectic week nicely. :)