'But I don't break like glass bottles. I bend and twist and-and feel everything that's thrown at me, and I'm tired. I just want to shatter so I never have to feel anything again' - Some Boys.
I finally wrote my blog on art journaling today! https://naomi-jane.com/2017/03/12/art-journaling/ Lots of people have asked me about how to start one, so I figured I'd write a post. I really love reading/hearing people's responses to my journal but also seeing their work, it's incredibly inspiring. Everyone on here has really helped me to keep going with it too, and not just see it as rubbish (I about 0 self confidence).
Today has been kinda hard because my head is arguing with itself. The rules are contradicting each other and fighting and it's so tiring. I also feel bad for not seeing my family this weekend but I'm struggling to feel up to it at the moment. I have bloods/ECG/obs tomorrow and that's just making my head worse. I want to cancel it but Kate keeps telling me not to and we're each other's voice of reason so I sort of have to listen to her...
Not such a good day for you, you are so good at portraying how you feel. Those lyrics are so very true. In the few days before I left work I felt that if someone touched me I would shatter into a million pieces
Thank you for you so nice comments on my pic.`s. They are often empthy but not lonely. I stronly believe: you are who you think you are because you think you are. And thinking develop.
So well visualised! Wouldn't it be easy if you could just now and then switch your head off, like the radio/television, and it would just being quiet and calm in your head. Sleep well.
@pyrrhula yes I would agree with that!
@craftymeg thank you - I did go x
@kwind thank you - I did :)
@777margo thank you, I hope it does x
@overalvandaan how amazing would that be!
@linnypinny Thank you :) I used tinfoil x
@jerome thank you so much x
@slash thank you xxx
@travelingcamper thank you, I'm trying to x
@kjarn Thank you Xxx
@fayefaye Thank you - I did go xxx