This is a book called 'juicy pens, thirsty paper' by Sark.
My mental health has gone tits up. I don't know why. I don't know how to fix it. Everything I'm trying isn't working. I can't write. I'm struggling to sleep. I keep crying. It's all a pain in the arse. The suicidal thoughts are flooding back and other aspects of my head are kicking off. I'm hoping being back at work tomorrow will help to stop it spiralling. I'm just so bloody tired of all of this. I don't understand why there is an evil little goblin in my brain stealing all my serotonin but he needs pelting with watermelons.
Your desperation to find a way forward is heartbraking, but you share such talent, truth, honesty and humour. I'm joining in with the watermelons and hope that goblin gets all the life squashed out of it.
@pixiemac I think I need to find some...
@helenhall Thank you Xxx
@kjarn Thank you Xxx