Only God knew the emotions I went through tonight. Just like Psalm 139 say: “You (the Lord) understand my thought afar off.” God was my only refuge in the dark place I was. As I stand alone He was there with me. As I read Psalm 139 he promised me: “You (the Lord) have hedged me behind and before, And laid Your (His) hand upon me. Even there Your (His) hand shall lead me, And Your (His) right hand shall hold me.” In this He comforted me and I could close my eyes knowing that I was not alone and that everything was in His hands.