All Hanging Out by darylo

All Hanging Out

I take a 3.1 mile walk or walk/run every day. I used to be at the gym 5-7 days a week doing Zumba, Barre, Swimming, CX Works, Body Fit, Yoga (with extreme caution--the back), and something called Body Flow (Tai Chi, Pilates, Yoga). I had mastered exercising for 2.5 years as a result of back issues. I don't exercise because I should; I do because I can. I know what it's like to lose the ability to walk, and I don't want to lose it again.

I did take a bit of a break from the walking from August to November--something about dealing with the death of a father made me just shut down--but never enough to not keep walking around.

So before I headed out for my walk/run today, the sun was going down, and I had my camera, but I had no idea what I wanted for a subject. I'm sticking with my 35mm Sigma art lens. I wanted to revisit the back of a now-defunct carwash I captured months back (see: https://365project.org/darylo/2020/2020-04-22 )--I went behind the building, and there were all kinds of discarded materials--an LG dishwasher, parking lot cement bumpers, a kitchen sink, some kind of industrial metal shelving, and a random rechargeable battery.

It was just all hanging out for me to witness, the golden hour coming on, the open dishwasher door filled with water and leaves, the beautiful pine trees in the background (where I do my walks), and this sad display of abandonment.

Today, my state (GA) has ended its run-off election for two Senate races--I have no idea how it will pan out. I've watched so much money go into all kinds of things other than to survival for many people. My husband works for a hospital. We KNOW what is happening--to see my country, my state, our leaders just gloss over what we KNOW is going on, I just feel So. Much. Anger. I'm sure others experience this on some different level--or it gets politicized (I hate that word), or we justify how we internalize truth so we can just get on with another day, but damn, we are broken.




You lot have so much to worry about I have to admit but it may make one focus on yourself and those close to you! Hope it helps to know others think about you!
January 6th, 2021  
It makes me tired just reading about all your exercising! I know what you mean about exercising because you can though. That is part of the reason why I continue to try. It isn’t easy to get back into it when you take just a little bit of time off to so I applaud you for that. On top of that it’s a good way for you to go out and get interesting photos like this!
January 6th, 2021  
@grammyn haha, I USED to exercise like that. It's the great outdoors these days or nothing. I am pushing myself to get that walk into a run, but anyone who witnesses my run knows he/she can walk faster than that EASILY. Keep on moving! xoxo
January 6th, 2021  
I absolutely love that photo, it's laden with meaning and stories. As for politics, I can assure you that many of us are watching the GA elections with bated breath too. The unmentionable incumbent has been very bad news for Australia even though we don't have to watch our people die from what is sheer malicious narcissim and delusional selfishness, not to mention corruption and nepotism. Hang in there my friend, hang in there. Loved the account re your exercise, I'm in much the same boat unfortunately but keep pushing to keep up some semblance of fitness. The meds that caused me to put on a ton of weight that I can't shift haven't helped the exercise regime one scrap.
January 6th, 2021  
Definitely full of emotion. It’s good to hear that exercise helped your back. I need to work on that.
January 6th, 2021  
This could also be called “Broken””Sign of the Times”. And what times they have been. I’m so glad to hear you are out walking at least and sorry to hear re your dad...such a huge loss
January 6th, 2021  
A very emotional narrative, Daryl. I was thinking of you last night as I watched our news channel, reporting on the Georgia elections. Fingers crossed for good things and keep moving girl! Lovely shot from your rummage behind the scenes.
January 6th, 2021  
Not broken Daryl, badly winded exhausted, battle-weary, stronger in spirit.

A sad photo
January 6th, 2021  
Powerful words, Daryl. And a great shot to illustrate your mood.
January 6th, 2021  
it is a sad photo daryl and an emotional narrative. I don't suppose the scenes being broadcast on TV here, from Washington DC do anything for your anger. Stay safe , stay calm
January 6th, 2021  
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