“Google search results for: most+accidental+way+to+kill+yourself & other things you learned that summer
like how a body is only a body
if you hold it up to the right light
& how the bathroom floor
looks like a ghost town
after a certain time of night
in your basement, we’re crying again…
…& you’re never gonna get away from your mother’s name.
We’re always going to want like this
We’re always going to starve and shrink.
it’s just not fair how small we’ve become
to stop leaving room to be hungry”
-decompose, s.o
I feel like I've emotionally checked out and swiched off from everything again. I keep crying but it's one more day then the weekend and maybe that will give me some time to get my head switched on. I think maybe I need to go for a walk or a drive or find a field or something and get out of these four walls.
Beautiful diary despite the disturbing content. I think getting out of the four walls would be an excellent idea. Hope you manage it and it brings some element of calm.
@pixiemac Thank you. I did go on a walk today Xxx @helenhall Thank you - I keep trying to get outside X @365karly1 Thank you x @lynnz Thank you so much x
June 17th, 2017
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A walk, somewhere where the birds are singing and butterflies are busying about.
@helenhall Thank you - I keep trying to get outside X
@365karly1 Thank you x
@lynnz Thank you so much x