Yes you will really feel the loss of Jinks now, you are sort of numbed at first & pretend he's at the vets or kennels but now you will be feeling more realistic.
Sorry to read about Jinks Helen. I'm just getting round to catching up on the site. Sad days, and you will be reminded of him all over the place. Hope you're well.
I really will email you soon Hazel. Sorry for the delay. A busy week here and not feeling the best at the moment.
Hope you can keep busy