Another toy, another waste! by joemuli

Another toy, another waste!

Have no clue exactly what am i doing, lost my 'phojo'for quiet sometime but can't stop buying stuff. Is this an obsession, addiction or am i just losing my mind?..i love buying new things, like clothes,shoes,watches & dont even used or wear them- is it a therapy to release my boredom,stress,depression, loneliness & anxiety? i love to surround myself with new things but seems they can't complete exactly what i really wanted,i feel so frustrated,lost, feel like having a breakdown ...and i'm damn scared!!!sorry for my ranting,just have to let it out!!;(
---anyways,enjoy your weekend and please be safe!:)
I can relate! But you'll have some fun with this new toy!
July 1st, 2016  
So use the shoes you've never worn as 'models' for photos using your new toy!
July 1st, 2016  
I know what you mean, somehow all the great stuff just don´t make one happy, and yes i have lost the mojo too and don´t really care to compete. You just take the pics for you and try to enjoy beauty of life, that´s what I do. Take some chocolate cookies and some tea, works for me :)
July 1st, 2016  
Wishing you well Joey - glad you're just going to do 365 for you. If acquiring 'things' works and it doesn't harm anyone else then go for it - better than drugs or alcohol which others might use for the same purpose.
July 1st, 2016  
ps even when your mojo goes into hiding you still upload great photos.
July 1st, 2016  
Sorry that you feel that way! But good for you for putting it into words. Sometimes that is the first step to turn things around. Your photos are quite amazing, mojo or not.
July 1st, 2016  
It looks like a cool toy to have. No matter what camera you have in your hand, you always make beautiful art. I wonder sometimes whether we are so busy trying to please others that we forget to please ourselves. Just keep on clicking and let karma find it's way. Take care of yourself Joey.
July 1st, 2016  
I think maybe it's a sort of retail therapy coupled with a hope that a new tool will reignite your phojo. Sometimes a new tool does gives us impetus to try something different, and it doesn't even have to be a 'better' tool, in fact I've found that it can be the challenges created by the limits or shortcomings of my equipment that act as inspiration.
July 1st, 2016  
Just enjoy your new toy, and shoot for fun!
July 1st, 2016  
i got the feels ... big hugs OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
July 1st, 2016  
i keep buying cheap old lenses.... obsession and seeking the elusive
July 1st, 2016  
Love your narrative and the image. Far better to shoot for yourself, agree completely. I am not materialistic, but if I had more money, I would buy lots of cameras and lenses. Alas, I don't, so I get by with my old Nikon and Sony. My wealthiest client told me "Money doesn't buy happiness.....but it allows you to suffer in tremendous comfort". LOL. FAV.
July 1st, 2016  
Congrats on the camera. Yes, shoot for your own pleasure!! You take great shots and I enjoy each one, even when I don't comment.
July 1st, 2016  
Your photos are wonderful and give me and lots of others great pleasure. You're quite right to shoot what pleases you that way you take the best pictures. I've just bought a new camera as well and for much the same reasons as you!
July 1st, 2016  
Your words ring true for me as well. Glad you wrote them. Love your honesty.
July 1st, 2016  
Fantastic shot and I hear you!! Sometimes we push ourselves to compete when we don't need to. I like to have people enjoy my photos too and sometimes fuss too much about the finished product. You have a natural talent and just keep taking those fab pics!!
July 1st, 2016  
Great shot...I think buying new things especially camera things is fulfilling something within you that you may not be aware of...that might not make sense :).
July 1st, 2016  
I think this is how most of us feels. But hang in there, you'll get by with a smile. =) Happy nice camera by the way!
July 1st, 2016  
Awesome shot
July 1st, 2016  
... think its catching, don't you dare, enjoy and have a wonderful weekend.
July 1st, 2016  
you're so creative and unique!! hope this spell of darkness, soon disappears.
July 1st, 2016  
I know that feeling, but everything will pass. Enjoy your new toy!
July 1st, 2016  
The night is always darkest before dawn. I hope the sun will come out for you soon. Enjoy your photography. Hugs!
July 1st, 2016  
Go talk to someone... you don't want to get yourself into debt! Great image!
July 1st, 2016  
Praying always helps me get through. There I said it. I have faith in Him (and I had an issue with over purchasing plastic storage containers-Lock and Lock. they keep making new cool stuff. I didn't need it, but I liked it so I would buy it...it became a problem when I had nowhere to put it so it all stayed in the shipping boxes..I'm thinking of making a fake fireplace out of all the boxes this Christmas so I have a place to put the flameless candles I bought and have no place for) Love you Joey "Anyway, rock bottom
Is good solid ground
And a dead end street
Is just a place to turn around (Buddy Buie)
July 1st, 2016  
Never a waste, its a new bridge
July 1st, 2016  
Lovely capture and camera. I suppose everyone goes through a bad spell but it will pass and hopefully very soon for you. You have so much talent.
July 1st, 2016  
I didn't have to read all your comments to know you're loved by so many. your pictures are just amazing. take them for yourself but keep on sharing and you'll feel up again soon.
July 1st, 2016  
Joey, your pics are so good. You have a gift. I too lose my phojo from time to time. I think we all do. Love your new toy and looking forward to seeing what magic you produce with it so keep going and keep posting. You have hundreds of fans here!
July 1st, 2016  
Neat looking camera and a great shot. I'm sorry you are feeling that way, Joey. Hang in there. I'm sure things will get better. I know life can be so hard sometimes. You are a wonderful photographer and very talented. I always think of the song "The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow" when I'm having a bad day and it has helped me make it through the day.
July 1st, 2016  
Have some fun! Nice little camera. Enjoy the 4th.
July 2nd, 2016  
Its nice to treat ourselves to something now and again, I'm sure you'll get lots of enjoyment from your new toy ;-). I studied several mental health courses, loved them, very interesting. Buying things releases the feel good chemicals in our brains. Eat more bananas if you can, they support the chemical pathway that releases the feel good and can help towards getting over depression. Don't struggle with it on your own, you have many friends here who will help you. You are welcome to chat to me - send me a message on one of my old photos if I can help.
July 2nd, 2016  
I love your style, focus and compositions. You have inspired me on a few occasions to try different techniques. Just do it for yourself and we will all enjoy the fruits of your labours as and when you feel inclined to share.
July 2nd, 2016  
A low phojo is often a precursor of a new creative direction.
July 2nd, 2016  
Awesome! And what? Lost phojo? I can't second that! I love your recent shots!
July 2nd, 2016  
Your pics are amazing. Keep keeping on! Perhaps focus more on a project than a perfect shot. Build up a body of work on a theme and use a range of cameras and lenses. I would love a fuji. I went on a fujiholics photo workshop about a month ago. It was led by two professional photographers who talked about the number of shots they have to take to get that one good one or the number of weeks and months they return to a location until they get the shot they want. Perhaps it is our instant world and the need for instant gratification that leaves us feeling empty and frustrated. Enjoy the hunt for the pic. Look forward to seeing more of your wonderful shots in the future.
July 2nd, 2016  
Just sending good thought to you and hope your mojo returns soon!
July 3rd, 2016  
always love your photos and you can see how much pleasure they give to others. Just keep on doing what you love
July 5th, 2016  
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