Autophobia  by mej2011

Autophobia

Autophobia is 1) The fear of being alone 2) The fear of being egotistical 3) In it's most severe form, the fear of oneself. I tried to portray the third definition in this shot.

Originally my thought for this shot was to do a selfie in a large mirror and then edit to look as if the mirror was shattered. Yeah, I have no idea how to do that. I then decided I would just use the mirror from my make up. Apparently I'm not strong enough to break a mirror, so I had some assistance there. Unfortunately I didn't get as much of the reflection as I wanted.
Editing consisted Picnik's black and white and the coloring back in the mirror, and also the orton-ish effect.
i love how you defined this photo, an awesome job well done :-]
January 2nd, 2012  
Very cool!!
January 2nd, 2012  
Look at you gettin all artsy fartsy! I really like your creative process behind this - and it actually looks to me like a broken cauldron with bubbling lava inside. I'd be interested to hear other people's interpretations of it.
January 2nd, 2012  
January 2nd, 2012  
@pwallis
I'd like to hear other people's interpretations of this too. lol. I like the broken cauldron idea.....you're right, it kind of does. Any news on the camera?
January 2nd, 2012  
This is pretty wild! Great one!
January 2nd, 2012  
@mej2011 no, I didn't make it too far out of the apt today, other than dogwalking, lol. I'm taking it in tomorrow to talk to the guys at the camera shop. I'm kind of looking forward to an upgrade though. Although I really had my eye on a new lens with that money:(
January 2nd, 2012  
@5unflow3r
Thanks Trina!
January 2nd, 2012  
@pwallis
YAY NEW CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
January 2nd, 2012  
I rather like the color and how you processed it, but the focus looks blurry. I think it was the 1/4 second exposure...that was a bit too long if not using a tripod. You nailed the other camera settings good, though.

Was that a small hand mirror?
January 2nd, 2012  
@jasonbarnette
Yes this was a small hand mirror.
The blur MIGHT be the orton-ish effect. It tends to have a blur effect, but it adds a nice light effect that I really like. Although, a tripod probably wouldn't have been a bad idea.
Thanks for taking a look and commenting! :)
January 2nd, 2012  
@mej2011 Blah. Melissa, stop using these effects! Several times now I've noticed how a photo looks a bit blurry and it's always cause of an effect in Picnik. I think you are probably taking tack-sharp photos and ruining it a bit in post. I also see why you had such a hard time breaking this mirror; I was thinking of a wall mirror!
January 2nd, 2012  
@jasonbarnette
I couldn't justify breaking a wall mirror. Ideally, that would have looked best, but sometimes you have to make due with what you have.
Blah! It looked soooooooooo boring without the effect though.
January 2nd, 2012  
cool colors, LOVE the tight composition. My first thought was a camera lens, with a smashed lens cap.
January 2nd, 2012  
@janmaki @pwallis
What would I do without you two? You see things in such a way that I would never imagine. I wouldn't have thought this looked like a camera lens either, and yet it obviously does. Thanks!
January 2nd, 2012  
@janmaki
Meant to ask you, is there a way to make a photo of a mirror look shattered using Gimp?
January 2nd, 2012  
@mej2011 I googled this : http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2008/2255196287_ccdc5dcc35_o.jpg but I have never tried that ... I think I give it a go some day...
January 2nd, 2012  
Very interesting shot and idea. I would have never known what this was without your explanation.
January 2nd, 2012  
Tee hee! Now I'm all up in the conversation and stuff. :) I can honestly say that I never saw this convo though! But now I'm obsessed with the mirror image thing. I will most likely cut my face off trying. But here we go!
January 5th, 2012  
@beautifulthing
Have fun! lol
January 5th, 2012  
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