This morning I was debating giving up on this (already) because I felt so crap. But then I realised I should just 'blog' the crap days along with the good ones.
So my alarm went off this morning at 9:30 (Saturday lie-in, wooo!). My room was cold because the heating wasn't working. As soon as I thought of getting out of bed I became anxious, shaky, low and cried. Why? Because I felt too fat to see anyone. Because I felt anxious and worried about doing my essays/revision in case I failed. Because I felt stupidly low. This waking up/sleep cycle continued until about 2:30 when I finally got up and dressed.
By 3/3:30 I'd made it to the library and guillotined some work. I saw a friend but the library was full so I met another friend in a study room. I stayed until 6 doing work, came home and worked some more.
So, I haven't managed to get out of trackies or eat anything substantial, or get to bed on time. But I have (hopefully!) finished one essay, almost finished another and done the mock for our exam. It's now 1:20 and I need to sleep so I can revise tomorrow (today?). My head continues to beat me up, worrying about too many things. It's exhausting. I'm hoping I can get some sleep tonight and perhaps some peace.
Another good thing that happened today was a nice many fixed my radiator. So now my room is warm and I have toasty toes. Here is a somewhat abstract, SOOC shot of said radiator.
Well that's my life story done for the day! See you all tomorrow x
Love this shot of your radiator! Very abstract and intriguing. Good luck with exams! Don't beat yourself up too much, but I know that's easier said than done. My mind is usually against me in these instances too :/
I'm glad you were able to push through today, this is a great shot!! I've been feeling like this today too. I went for a drive to take some photos but everywhere I went there were 'too many people' and I couldn't get out of the car, but eventually I managed to pull over in the middle of nowhere and got a shot I don't completely hate.
Glad you continued to make this photo happen and share your day. You made the day work for you in spite of your head thoughts. Congratulations. Wishing a great day for you on Sunday!
I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. xx