i'm so tired of fighting. of there being no answers. of things just getting worse. of time making no sense. of life feeling like sludge. of my body feeling so heavy. of my perceptions being so skewed. of my mind trying to kill me. of being at war with my body. of being at war with myself.
Once upon a time there was a girl who was the oldest she would ever be at 19 .Keep on one step at a time, keep on love....From that very young lady now at 62...
My heart is with you at this very minute as it is also with my eldest daughter. I've heard those words from her as well, and as a mother, and as your friend, I'm pained for you. Johanna couldn't be more on target in her reply...there is help to be had, there is medication (that even turned my life around several years ago) and when the happy times come (and they will!) you'll be so happy embrace them!
this sounds so familiar...i remember looking in the mirror and not knowing the face that looked back...hang in there gorgeous girl...one step, one breath, one moment at a time...until you get out the other side into the sunshine and beauty again...and you will... :o)...with you in my heart... :o)
