Staying Alive is Hard. by naomi

Staying Alive is Hard.

I'm struggling.

I don't know what to say.

The thoughts are so bad and I'm so tired.

I picked up the quetiapine prescription today. Number 17 on the list of things I'm meant to take, and I still can't function. They want more bloods adding to the routine list. I checked my patient file and some of my bloods have gone out of range again. I wish I cared.
Life is hard, truly it is. But it is worth it, so worth it. It will get better Naomi! Keep fighting for it and looking for the beauty. Hugs and prayers for you!
January 25th, 2017  
Hang in there.
January 25th, 2017  
A painful entry to write, I'm sure, and hard to read and know how to respond. Wishing you well and hoping you have some to support you locally.
January 25th, 2017  
Your words, your picture, they conveying your struggles. I'm so sorry for the bad thoughts, the long list of meds, the apathy about caring; they make life harder. But like Amanda said, life is worth fighting for. And like Taffy, I too hope you have someone you can talk out loud to about what you're feeling. Thank you for sharing your honest feelings with us.
January 25th, 2017  
@lyndemc and @taffy have said my thoughts exactly... all I'll add is be kind to yourself and fight one day at a time.
I love seeing your hair in your shots. It's so beautiful.
January 25th, 2017  
your new piercing? nice. i dont know what to say either, just feel
January 25th, 2017  
Very pretty quarter shot. Lovely hair tangles.
January 26th, 2017  
I think you care more than you realize right now. We care! Listen to your friends, Naomi. It is hard, it is. But it's worth fighting for. Intriguing photo!
January 26th, 2017  
Life is so worth the battle, hang on in, love your photo
January 26th, 2017  
@alophoto @halkia @taffy @lyndemc @colorfade @hellie @stray_shooter @craftymeg Thank you all, I'm under the community mental health team, the ED team, a brilliant GP, and some other lovely people :)
@kali66 It is! I love it, though my GP was a little surprised when she tried to do my temp today :')
January 26th, 2017  
Beautiful photo, beautiful hair. One foot after the other Naomi
January 28th, 2017  
@kjarn Thank you Xxx
January 29th, 2017  
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