"I am spinning the silk threads of my story, weaving the fabric of my world... I spun out of control. Eating was hard. Breathing was hard. Living was hardest." Wintergirls
I ended up crying on my GP. I admitted to her/she guessed that I'm really scared by how poorly I have been feeling. Because I don't know where this stops. I don't feel able to fix myself. I'm back up to weekly bloods (definitely). We thing my blood sugar is having a tantrum so I have to take a glucose tablet if I feel faint/dizzy and not use that as a food replacement. I'm not allowed to drive further than Clifton Moor (she said Aldi but we compromised because I go that way for work sometimes). That's about 3/4miles. It's the biggest driving ban I've ever had. My bloods are shit but blood pressure was okay. She didn't seem surprised that I was waking up in the night and walking into things but idk why. Also the temperature thing is a problem. I'm just so cold and apparently shouldn't be wearing that many layers in July (I pointed out it wasn't sunny but apparently the room was still warm... it definitely was not). She did say that I have been doing well in making some positive changes - adding in foods and completely stopped buying fizzy drinks. But my body isn't at all happy. •
Aside from that we agreed I would try soup so I have made some and it is 10/10. I also bought a hoover but I'm doubting my decision on which one I got. I have a mountain of washing up to do (when I move I will have a dishwasher!!!) then I am going to have a bath to try and warm up then knit and bed
