@bill_fe asked me to set something on fire and not feel bad about it, not to be hurting. I can do that, I can draw some emotions inside of me without hurting. And Bill is right, I need to bring my emotions into my photography more, it can very easily be seen when my heart is not fully in it. So I gotta set my heart on fire ; for photography.
@bill_fe Thank you Bill, so pleased you approved. Those are red petals, I had a bouquet of red and white roses and still do so who knows will there be another fire ;-)