@annied Grief is a tough road to travel. One we can only do our own way. Keep doing what helps. I can see that you have amazing support on here, hope that is reflected in your world outside 365 too.
@annied I'm almost feeling likeable and well dis positioned toward others, but then I keep reminding myself that I'd rather sit on a rusty garden fork while being forced to listen to Barry Manilow as rats chew on my nipples than feel that way.
Dear Ms Annie, I'm with you on the melancholy thoughts today. That's all I can say. Oh and drink some more wine. It's helping how I feel; maybe it will help you too! xx
@gigiflower it has helped but to add insult to injury my left tonsil is decidedly swollen and it hurts to drink - is it wrong @graemestevens to suck wine through a straw - if so what do you suggest?
and oh my god what is wrong with you @graemestevens mentioning Barry Manilow and starting @creampuff off on her terrible musical inclusions HAHAHA - my ears hurt
@graemestevens@creampuff and you have no idea how much I detest Tom and Jerry - AAGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
I will be sending you a strongly worded letter Miss Eve lol
Hope you have improved and you can drink your wine on a normal way. I see why you remember Paul with this photo, it is his style to show us his surrounding, well captured.
@newbank Mmm, I'm ok but we are leading up to Mum's birthday - she passed away 19 months ago and her birthday is always so very difficult to manage..........less than a week away :(
@annied Thank you Annie, I'm good :) They say 1st year anniversary's are the hardest to get thru. I don't think that is true. This year which is the 2nd year has been yukky when an anniversary appears!
@newbank Thanks Ms Newbank, you are very kind. My sister and her husband have just arrived for dinner (they live in the Country about 3 hours drive from us) so we will have a few laughs/tears tonight as we talk about how we will celebrate Mum's birthday this week :)
@susale I am ok - it has been very wet and dark here the last few days and it has made me a bit introspective and melancholy - nothing serious though - thank you for asking :)
@annied Oh the same here, wet and gloomy, fall has fallen upon us way too early :( I´m glad to hear you are okey, you are in my thoughts even thou I might not be posting here. I am fine, thank you for asking. I try to get back in business again, I just haven´t found my way yet, life is different now, I find myself doing different things, I have different routines now that I have my own apartment....still getting use to being alone but I´m doing okey. I´m just checking the action I´ve missed here before I will get back to posting today.
@susale I find here helps - lovely people like yourself - beautiful and interesting images - I feel connected here - I hope you find your way and I am always here to help if you need
I will be sending you a strongly worded letter Miss Eve lol
thanks so much - I was tossing up between the B&W and colour - might post colour too