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A comma butterfly showing off the trademark white comma from which he gets his name.

Today we FINALLY got the results of our dog's x rays that had been sent off to a specialist veterinary radiologist because she has been limping for three weeks and our vet thought that he could see signs of a bone tumour when he looked at the x rays.

The results were good! The radiologist could see changes in the bone structure, but they were more likely to be the result of arthritis than a tumour. It has been one of the longest, most tearful, most googling of veterinary websites eight days of my life. I think that in order not to have wasted my time completely I need to apply for Mastermind with canine osteosarcoma as my specialist subject. But really, I haven't coped particularly well with any of this, and fear for how I will deal with things when (heaven forbid) one of my parents or other (human) family members becomes ill. I need to toughen up!

Of course, the vets had to cover themselves by saying that sometimes symptoms of bone cancer can be seen before the clinical signs are visible on x ray, but that is not very likely to be the case.

So, a big drink was had at the pub to celebrate. I still can't quite believe it.

The results came through at about 7pm, and to kill some time today I went blackberry picking about four miles away along a quiet lane that has amazing blackberry bushes. I picked about five pounds. It really has been an incredible year for them.

While I was picking, and trying to listen to my audiobook ('The Last Runaway' by Tracy Chevalier - about half way through and enjoying it so much that I am already dreading it ending - 365 serves a secondary purpose as a book recommendation site for some of us) three people stopped their cars to talk to me.

The first one was a very jolly Indian man driving a parcel delivery van

"What you picking there? Raspberries?"

"No, they're blackberries, do you want to try some?"

"Oh, yes please............ They're nice."

"Here have some more"

So he took a handful and went off on his merry way leaving me with a smile on my face. Raspberries!

The second person to stop was my next door neighbour who was on his way back to work after going home for lunch. He stopped to find out if I was OK because he was worried that I might have broken down (I drive a Landrover Defender, so that is always a distinct possibility) I thanked him for stopping and explained that I was blackberrying and and the reason that at that moment my head was actually stuck in the blackberry bush was that I was taking a photograph of a tiny caterpillar on a hawthorn berry. http://365project.org/jantan/other-stuff He left with a slightly bemused expression on his face. Must remember to take him a jar of blackberry jam as a thank you for stopping to check on me.

The third car to stop was a police car. "Oh, here we go" I thought. The road that I was picking on runs alongside the largest ammunition dump in the country so there is always a bit of a police presence around and about. I assumed that I was going to be moved on, but the policeman was simply enquiring about the ripeness of the blackberries at the moment, and giving me a bit of advice which was to wash the berries because of the car fumes that must be all over them. Now, this road isn't exactly the M6, but I thanked him in a way that implied that I would never have thought about washing the fruit had he not told me to, and now I could really see why we pay our taxes, and would continue to do so without the slightest hint of resentment or queries about where they go to.

So, the (washed) blackberries are now bagged up and ready to join all of the other fruit in the freezer that is just waiting for that elusive moment when I have time to make it into jam.

Oh yes, and where does that theory about Heinz 57 mongrel dogs being bomb-proof and never needing money spending on vets' bills come from? Last year's spleen removal cost us about £1500, and to date the limp has eaten up £600 and we still don't really know what has caused it. Bloomin' animals! It's a good job we love 'em....


Well there's a relief - one thing I have learnt in a life time of being a hypochondriac is 1) never never google 2) especially never google the worse possible scenario 3) if it flies out the tree, it's more likely to be a bird than a goldfish! So pleased this is the case for your dog. Days of worry, poor you. Lovely shot of this comma butterfly displaying his trademark perfectly. Happy weekend jan x
September 28th, 2013  
Just about to go,looking for some of these... So pleased about the dog. Would be just the same if it were mine.
September 28th, 2013  
You are a very generous person, that is obvious! ..and you love your dog! I'd have to say that throughout our lives we must, must, stop and challenge ourselves as to how we would deal without the ones we love! It doesn't have to be a long thought, just what could be real! After all that I had to look at your lovely blackberry photo! Its good - hope,the moth doesn't do,any damage!
September 28th, 2013  
Great news about your dog. Such a relief. I tend to Google symptoms too which isn't always a good idea. Great photo too.
September 28th, 2013  
JH
Oh such good news! I'm glad, though sorry you had the horrid wait. Google is no-one's friend in such a situation.

I'm hoping to do some blackberrying later today. Haven't got any yet this year, and it seems such a shame.
September 28th, 2013  
Jan, I really liked reading your journal today and so glad it's good news about your dog. I love your photo and it's a fav for me.
September 28th, 2013  
Lovely shot...and excellent news! I am so glad that it was so, so much better then what you were expecting! Loved the narration of your day too! :)
September 28th, 2013  
Fantastic news about the dog - you must be so relieved!
September 28th, 2013  
Lovely shot
September 28th, 2013  
Great shot. So glad to hear about your dog. Good news. I do the same thing......google.
September 28th, 2013  
That butterfly looks just amazing! It's like a decaying leaf or piece of bark.
September 28th, 2013  
Faved because I love your gorgeous butterfly (he looks a touch grumpy though) and I love your news, so pleased and relieved for you.
September 28th, 2013  
Three cheers all round then & a big hug for the patient...expensive patient, these vets know how to charge!!!
Lovely stopping of all your neighbours & friendly policemen....that's the country for you!!
Fabulous butterfly looks part of the bushes at first glance ..a masterful camouflage job!
September 28th, 2013  
Gorgeous shot -- really speaks to the season right now (including the comma butterfly who looks like he's been through a lot). Thanks, too, for the wonderful commentary. I love hearing about your life.
September 28th, 2013  
Jan, great news re the dog. Re the blackberrying perhaps you should write these stories down I was in Stitches
September 28th, 2013  
Meant to say thanks for thee book review ...I have picked up two titles today!!
September 28th, 2013  
Love the colours and composition great macro!
September 28th, 2013  
Fav ! I love the colors and the butterflies wings. I'm glad all went well with your dog. I know how you feel. My family always says if there is such a thing as reincarnation. They want to come back as one of my
dogs : )
September 28th, 2013  
good news about the dog. and a lovely photo
September 29th, 2013  
Great shot and good news about the dog. I shall pass on the book recommendation to my book club next week.
September 29th, 2013  
This is a super shot...and I am jealous of your blackberries...I love blackberry jam.
September 29th, 2013  
This such a great shot...and I appreciate it more, now knowing you were sticking your head inside a blackberry bush! Fabulous lighting. What a wonderful story...loved it!! So happy you obeyed the law and washed those berries!! I'l look for that book..btw. I need to keep a book journal, but I think I read one of Tracy Chevalier's books.
September 29th, 2013  
And ...very happy to hear about your dog's diagnosis....they are so precious and dependent on us.
September 29th, 2013  
Great news, and lovely photo... excellent blog post.
September 29th, 2013  
lovely story, I don't usually read the long ones, ( so short on time) but for some reason I have yours so there must have been a reason! I am so glad your dog is ok, i remember when we got Cookie as a young dog ( rescue) and she went missing, I knew then I would always worry about her like I do my son, so I can relate to your feelings.I have not gone blackberry picking in years.
September 30th, 2013  
Ahaa - you must be past the relieved stage now you're irritated by the cost! Great news though and this photo is fab.
October 2nd, 2013  
Awesome photo of the butterfly and even more awesome news of your dog.
Great blackberries that you shared with the butterfly!
October 5th, 2013  
Lee
What a great shot of this fella.
October 8th, 2013  
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