You used to love a lot of things,You used to love talking
This you never told me about
If it's what your eyes were saying, I already figured it out
I could just tell it was bad,I couldn't tell how bad
You never took off your shades, you stayed like that for days
I guess your pain never weakened
Your cool blood started burning
Scorching most of us in the flames
There are things you can't change
You called that the curse of a human's life, That you couldn't change
Said you'd never be old enough, Or young enough, Tall enough, smart enough, brave enough, Rich enough, Strong enough, Good enough
@mastermek I'm not sure i get you, he was alone... he didnt have to be but he thought he was. now i tell my other sons that he is with them all the time in spirit, but i dont know if they understand or think i am delusional.
Sorry I was unclear! I was referring to the phrase 'sometimes songs say it for you'. I meant there is always someone in the same (tough) situation who is or was able to give it place in some way, like a book, a poem, a painting, a song, for others to somehow cope with their own issues. It's a great thing if it helps you 'to let go', which, and I'm truly sorry, wasn't the case for son.
@mastermek oh, yes i know what you mean now, i have learned the value of all kinds if art speaking to me , resonating with how i feel and helping me heal, especially some of my friends here who i feel i have a spiritual connection to and song writers such as this guy
Kali, this is beautiful!!!! Your thought of letting go of trying to understand has been something I have learned to do. Sometimes we search for answers that aren't there or we can't comprehend. Be kind to yourself and keep the faith!
my first thoughts when I looked at this was that it was disturbing...going solely on the comments because I do not know your story, it is disturbing but in a different way. I pray you heal.
always thinking of you