When you try to kill yourself
And fail.
When everyone around you
Engages in a hopeful promise
Of tomorrow
As a better day,
And you are really just sad
For your inability
To complete a task that
You designed,
The promised
And the hoped
Don't seem to matter
Much
At all
But
This can be the greatest failure
Of your Life
That Freedom,
To never fail so large,
Is just the start
Of you're
In charge
