Sorry for another rubbish phone shot. I have no clue when my camera will be fixed :(
Today has been v tricky. My mood is v low and thoughts are v difficult. I saw the dietitian this morning but I'm not seeing her again now because I've been discharged from ED people so it was kind of pointless. We didn't even do a meal plan - it was good to talk to her because she is proactive and she's going to ask for another meds review. But yeah I'm not seeing her any more. She mentioned inpatient about three times and I told her that would never happen (also they discharged me so... what?!). Basically nothing makes sense any more and I'm tired. She kept telling me various things were going to kill me but I'm still alive so it's probs fine. She told me 40% of people can recover and I told her those odds were crap. She said she believes I can recover but I don't and we discussed the fact I have no hope.
The best bit was that there was a stand for b-eat in the corridor. Like seriously someone is taking the piss with that!
Kate has saved me this afternoon and I've come and splatted at hers. I'm now sat crocheting alongside a snoozy burmese :)
people can recover . Hold on that. The main cure must come by yourself and you can do it. I`m pretty sure of that although it`s a long way. Youre so brave untill now , you can manage it in future. There is alway`s a light at the end of the tunnel.
Great words above. There is always hope, always. Is there a place you can stay and be taken care of for awhile? Adulting is so hard, but life is worth it. So many wonderful things to see and experience. Hold on.
The heck with odds and numbers and all that statistical crap. It's about you and despite what you may feel at the moment you can do it. You really can. Keep interacting with your friends and accept their help (and ours!). Now what the heck are we looking at?
@pyrrhula thank you xxx @alophoto thank you, not not really :( I struggle with Dad's house x @kali66 they are the best :) @helenhall absolutely x @stray_shooter thank you, you're absolutely right. And it's a a couple of journal pages aka some paint/toilet roll/pva lobbed at a piece of paper... @lynnz thank you so much x
@alophoto thank you, not not really :( I struggle with Dad's house x
@kali66 they are the best :)
@helenhall absolutely x
@stray_shooter thank you, you're absolutely right. And it's a a couple of journal pages aka some paint/toilet roll/pva lobbed at a piece of paper...
@lynnz thank you so much x