In October we were realizing that our first grandchild was due in May, but still loving the little girl my oldest son had lived with for a year and making our kids angry by staying in touch with her. Somehow for awhile that was seen as a betrayal. The 365 group was very important to me this month as my family was blaming me for a ton of things and no one else wanted to listen. It was a lonely time and filled with worry.
