@annied Mmm you have been feeling like that for a few days in a row now! Sending more virtual hugs, meds and *another* bottle of wine. If you don't get better soon, I'm going to have to come to Sydney and have a chat to you!
@gigiflower I know I know - I think it is because this was supposed to be the meeting month - the time when everything came to be in the real world - I think that is why I am feeling very emotional
@annied Wow, now I can understand better......that's tough. I would find it hard to comment as I have never been in your situation. A stupid statement maybe, but try and wrap yourself up in the love that you know exists, regardless of what is "living" or not. Talk out loud to him - he can hear it. I like having conversations with people that are no longer with us - because I still believe that they are with us, somehow, somewhere. Do I sound stupid? I'm so sorry if I do......
@gigiflower no Sam you don't sound stupid - I have felt him with me the whole time - the last few days I haven't so much - not sure why - whether it is my side or his - I talk every day and know that one day things will be different for us - it has always been a rollercoaster
@annied I think you are a beautiful soul Ms Annie (you must have those big eyes from my other post....). I think the love between people who currently live in different worlds move and shape in different directions........but they will always run parallel and they are never too far away. Do you write much Annie? If you do, maybe write him a love letter. Call out to him in the letter. Oh, I think I'm going to cry now. It's what I do with mu Mum (yep, here come the tears.....damn!)
@gigiflower I am feeling a bit out of sorts - no idea why - a bit of dark is ok though