Where is my Tree by yaorenliu

Where is my Tree

My childhood friend is a tree, The Tree outside our apartment where I spent my childhood on it. Why? If you know 1970’s China, you probably know that intellectuals like my father (an architect) and my mother (a college English teacher) are in hardship. My only sister was sent to Inner Mongolia. When nights fall, I would climb on its branch, waiting with terror that I might not see my parents back
I went to search it today but the tree is gone…. very sad and confused, just as this photo - the past becomes a void.
A touching story. One of the joys of 365 is the window it offers into different lives around the world. Sorry about the tree. Sne things you just want to stay the same forever.
August 28th, 2013  
ohhh so nice... sorry about the tree
August 28th, 2013  
Sad about the tree, but the old saying applies, you can never go back, you can only move forward. My husband was in the RAF in the UK and we lived in Cyprus for 3 years, we returned to the UK and it had changed, we had changed and so we came to Australia. Back doesn't exist I have learned. Keep the memory and move forward.
August 28th, 2013  
Yao.....such an experience and such an appropriate picture to support it. We have grown from the past, though and it seems that it is possible that you don't need your tree anymore! This is a very special story that you tell! Thanks!
August 28th, 2013  
I agree with Sharon. The tree is not there because all the hardship is gone and therefore so is the tree. It signifies a new life without the anxiety you had before. Don't be sad!
August 28th, 2013  
Thank you for sharing this very personal story and image.
August 28th, 2013  
Well expressed with this photo! It must have been so hard!
August 28th, 2013  
another fascinating Yao snapshot....this time the snapshot is of your childhood....thanks so much for sharing this....
August 28th, 2013  
Yao, thanks for enlightening us on your past. What a haunting memory well captured.
August 28th, 2013  
That's a very touching and personal story, beautifully illustrated by this image. I love how everything fades into nothingness and there are just the faintest traces of the objects in your old childhood garden.
August 28th, 2013  
You wrote a very moving story and the picture truly captures the emotion. I remember the first time I went back to see the house I grew up in and it had been remodeled and the yard had been completely changed. The screened porch we used to play on was closed in and one of the beautiful Dogwood trees in front had been removed. It is sad to see those precious places altered by time. But no one can change the memories they gave you and the impact those places had on the person you became. fav
August 28th, 2013  
Amazing story and best illustration for it! I must admit it forced me to think about my childhood trees and about the dear places of childhood and it was really hard! Because here everything is filled with poignant sadness of lost heritage... And I thought that only in Russia people love and hate it in the same time, it doesn't kill us but makes us stronger and left scars on our souls... But looking at this picture I somehow thought that you may have the same sensation of bitterness and aching nostalgia...
August 28th, 2013  
Yao, thank you for sharing about your childhood. It's a very moving story as is your image. FAV
August 28th, 2013  
This photo is outstanding both for its artistic merits as well as the story it represents.
August 28th, 2013  
Fantastic words. This photograph represents your feelings so well xx
August 28th, 2013  
Nice high light
August 28th, 2013  
What stunning processing and your narrative was so moving. I've read about that era, but you and your family lived it.
August 29th, 2013  
a good picture evokes emotion. and this one is.
August 29th, 2013  
I like your choice of photo and processing to support this touchy story. Very emotional.
August 29th, 2013  
@ksyu You are so right, I will write you back a couple of weeks later to discuss it.
August 29th, 2013  
Excellent image.
August 29th, 2013  
The image captures the story. I Always say you can never go home - things are not the same as they were.
August 30th, 2013  
Cool edit
August 31st, 2013  
jT
lovely interpretation of a sad story
September 2nd, 2013  
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