Flop. by naomi


I'm not happy with the colours on this but too tired to fix it.

Last night my pain/nausea reached the point where we were debating A&E, thankfully gaviscon, meds, heat packs and sleeping tablets all worked there magic enough for me to get a bit of sleep, but things aren't right and I'm tired. I didn't want to go to the GP today because of the exam this evening, and I already have an appointment for Friday, but the 'feeling not okay' is verging on actually doing something about it, which is very unlike me!

Still, despite not really coping today, I made it to the exam and hopefully didn't do too badly, though I don't really know.

Since coming home I have sat on my bed, watched stuff on my iPad, and not moved. I need to scrape myself off my bed and get into the shower at some point soon...

Also, new blog post: https://naomi-jane.com/2017/01/10/is-it-getting-easier-or-am-i-just-numb/
you are doing hard yards Naomi .
I have days where i miss my son terribly, but other times it feels numb, i think its normal to feel both.
glad you keep putting one foot in front of the other,
January 10th, 2017  
I like the shallow dof. Hope you're feeling better.
January 11th, 2017  
I admire your ability to persevere and continue to post your wonderful photos. I lost my mother 20 years ago and still have a problem dealing with Christmas and all holiday associated activities. It's quite natural. Hope you did well on the exam!
January 11th, 2017  
good focus and subdued colouring.
My Dad died 32 years ago and I still miss him everyday.
January 11th, 2017  
Nice focus, fingers crossed for your exam
January 11th, 2017  
@kali66 I'm so sorry to hear about your son. It's not right when death occurs out of line of it's natural order.
@slash thank you Xxx
@stray_shooter not an easy season, but we all get through it!
@hjbenson sorry to hear about your Dad. Nobody ever tells you before your parents die that it's not something you ever do 'get over'.
@craftymeg Thank you X
January 11th, 2017  
Hope you are starting to feel better now.
January 15th, 2017  
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