I'm struggling to have any faith right now and somehow Easter sorts of highlights that.
It also reminds me how many Easters I missed while Mum was alive through feeling unable to cope with it because my head is a knob (always loosely disguised as revision or work or something). The worse bit is, I spent today alone, because I still feel unable to cope with anything. I just have felt really fragile and crying a lot and blergh.
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I'm so sorry I haven't caught up with anyone in ages, and for the mass upload. I've been increasing my hours at work, but also my mood went a bit splat agin which has made things super hard, and physically I'm struggling a little, so I'm sleeping more and things.
Such strong imagery Naomi. You are very talented. Please don't ever feel guilty about keeping up on here. You are doing brilliantly and it shouldn't be a burden. Hope you find a way to reconnect with your faith and draw strength from it some how.
@linnypinny Thank you - for both messages xxx @gmonty Thank you x @777margo Thank you Xxx @helenhall Thank you - I hope to catch up with everyone soon @hellie Sorry - I've been attempting to stop my spiralling mental health, but hopefully caught up now! Thank you for noticing Xxx
@gmonty Thank you x
@777margo Thank you Xxx
@helenhall Thank you - I hope to catch up with everyone soon
@hellie Sorry - I've been attempting to stop my spiralling mental health, but hopefully caught up now! Thank you for noticing Xxx