When you're trying to eat but your body is literally shaking, making you cry, trying to tell you it can't swallow, removing the circulation from your legs, and destroying your coordination so you keep dropping everything... my body needs to stop!!!!!
This afternoon I went to a BBQ to say goodbye/see you later to my welfare tutor from first year. She's moving to Australia and marrying her partner (he's australian). She was there when Mum was diagnosed (I actually think she's the first person I texted and she sat with me and let me cry on her for about 2 hours the following day...which was a Sunday) and was the most incredible welfare tutor and helped me sososo much (probably actually kept me alive and stopped me relapsing for a while). I stayed there for about 3 hours just chilling and chatting in L's garden with a few friends which was lovely. Before I left we had a really good chat. I feel kind of emotional now. We'll stay in touch but there will be a time difference! I'm lucky to have her and L in my life.
Sorry I've done a mass upload again... it's been a really rough few weeks with going back to work and managing some rather dodgey mental health. Hope you're all doing okay! Xxx
Hey, I've been wondering about you. It is good to see you back although wish things were somewhat easier for you. Glad you have strong people around you. Sounds like you need that.
