I have done so much adulting today! I've done a charity shop drop, a food bank drop, a supermarket, the tip, contacted surveyors for quotes and had two appointments. I'm exhausted.
Sooooo CPN appt. I brought all of my things (three journals plus notebook) and tried to be open and make it useful. Then he told me he's leaving. I only met him once before today and I felt like he could be really helpful 😔. (He's also only been in the job since Jan but he wants to reduce his hours and if he does his caseload will remain the same and he feels he couldn't see people often enough so he's moving to a different service). On the plus side, I finally have a psych referral going through old so maybe I can come off/reduce the mirtazapine and sort the quetiapine side effects woohoo. We also had a really good discussion about what I felt would be helpful from services... so hopefully that's passed on and he matches me with a CPN on my wavelength. He asked if I wanted to he referred back to the ED team but lol no.
GP appt was nice in that I could share my house news (she's very excited!) and the newsletter I did. However my bloods have gone properly sad which has resulted in yet another prescription I feel unable to take 😔. I *need* to sort this I just feel so trapped and stuck. I have made some changes in the past few weeks but apparently my body didn't get that memo. She mentioned ED team again to but I explained why that was a baddd plan. Eh, what can you do except keep on plodding... ❤️
Plodding is sometimes the best we can achieve until we can take our lives back into our own hands. Sounds like you are on a remarkable journey. Hope your body catches up.
July 29th, 2017
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