I don't know what to do with myself I just feel so ill. My GP told me today that if she felt how I do she would be lying on the floor crying too. Holding my body up feels near impossible.
The good news is, she's impressed with the food changes I've made. I have a whole load of medication changes going on which I'm really hoping will help a bit. The bad news is that my bloods are crap. One in particular she told me won't get better by itself... but the meds terrify me because similar ones have made me feel really poorly and I already feel really poorly and don't want to feel any worse. The new meds might help we will see. I asked for an ECG (go me, virtually unheard of lol) because I'm a bit worried about that side of things. I also probably have a virus which could also give me a temperature so that's fun. The chemist told me I need to rest more but I already am. I drive everywhere. I sit on my bum whenever I'm not at work (and often when I am at work). I just want to sleep but I keep waking up in the night. Just don't know what to do with myself really. Needing my Mum to be honest.
