you wore lipstick today and apparently it's some big fucking deal because you don't normally wear it and now there's this one dude who can't seem to move his focus off of your lips. but it's ok...you've got nice ones, so you've been told. one particular ex seemed to enjoy them very much during a certain *ahem* activity.... and somehow whenever you wear bright red obnoxious lipstick you think of that dirrrrrrrty song put it in your mouth and it cracks you up because it reminds you of that one time you were at some random night club in Virginia beach years ago and the song came on and some girl started freaking out saying THIS MAH JOINT YO!!! and then started what we now know as twerking and the floor erupted into some fully clothed pulsating mess of bodies with said girl in the middle and you were like ok BJ Queen you go do yo' thaaaaang. you weren't hating on it, actually it's something you quite enjoy doing and pretty fucking good at but certainly wouldn't tell an entire fucking night club that a song about BJs is your anthem. i mean, really.
really.
and today you totally saved someone's ass at work because you're awesome like that. too bad you feel like shit and feel like you have allergies or some kinda cold. and lately you've been taking to the habit of smoking weed before exercising because it makes it better that way for some reason and you wish they would just fucking LEGALIZE DAT SHIT already.
and it's still only just past lunch time and you've wiped all your lipstick off and want to go home. you randomly think again about how you really don't like teenagers and take another bite of this delicious kit kat bar...
and you finish typing this thinking that you don't really give a fuck if they read it but maybe you do.
You do have really nice lips...I get that they could distract a guy:). Thanks for your sweet comments yesterday. Man, we had some hard and critical bosses, huh? And maybe they helped us to grow. thanks, friend!
"Hot lips" although you probably won't get the reference from the show MASH. but I couldn't resist, I'm weird i know. :)
Maybe a small part of you does care that someone reads it.... :) maybe....
@amandal thanks, Amanda. Yes seems like we both had critical bosses :( but it's always a learning experience. Definitely given me a thicker skin. One of my bosses is actually fairly well-known/famous and there was a made-for-cable movie about him lol. Anyway, thanks always for your comments! Also meant to say in your post the other day to never let fear motivate you! Clearly you have talents and should pursue them with confidence. :)
@zosimasy I remember the show M*A*S*H. Weird, eh? I'm a bit weird too. and I think I am curious if people read my writing but I honestly don't care if they do, meaning I'll keep doing it if I feel so inclined whether someone likes it or not.
Sounds like someone got up your nose. Love those lips,bit like your profile image. Hope you get back to your loving and caring persona real soon. Just keep telling it as it is, most days the world truly sucks.
@tonydebont lol I guess my uncensored self comes across as unloving and caring? Lol who knew! But this is pretty much the inner dialogue I have almost everyday. Nothing about yesterday to me particularly sucked...not sure how that comes across but I suppose it does. Actually it was pretty damn amusing haha! And for the most part, my general thoughts about things is "Who gives a shit". And in most cases, no one who matters really does. I sometimes think the sooner people realize this, the more liberated they may feel.
@adambralston actually was trying to figure out what to post for this week. Have a bunch of pics (mostly food) lol but not sure what I'm gonna end up putting up here...
Maybe a small part of you does care that someone reads it.... :) maybe....
Well, you have some nice food photography, especially when there is beer included.