Today was a better day. I drove to the pond and just sat in my car and stared out into nothingness. I'm trying to make sense of all that has happened to our family recently. I had brought my camera and got out to shoot some pics. All the ducks started quacking and coming across the water to me. This mother duck had 13 little ducklings following up behind her. I realized they thought I had food. I shot the picture and got back in my car. Sadly I said, "Sorry guys, you better get used to being disappointed and left empty inside."