Meet you on the other side

I found a note on Halil's desk today, I must have looked at all the stuff there a dozen times and didnt notice it
it read "I'm sorry, I just cant do it anymore"

and he gave us his internet passwords, like an entry pass into his life, unfortunately he didn't say what each one was for so we have a mystery to solve.

I've always loved this song by David Gray, now I dissolve into a puddle of tears when I hear it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsLcCYf0OLA


"The Other Side"

Meet me on the other side, meet me on the other side
I'll see you on the other side, see you on the other side

Honey now if I'm honest, I still don't know what love is
Another mirage folds into the haze of time recalled
And now the floodgates cannot hold
All my sorrow all my rage
A tear that falls on every page

Meet me on the other side, meet me on the other side
Maybe I oughta mention, was never my intention
To harm you or your kin, are you so scared to look within
The ghosts are crawling on our skin
We may race and we may run
We'll not undo what has been done
Or change the moment when it's gone
Meet me on the other side, meet me on the other side
I'll see you on the other side, see you on the other side
I know it would be outrageous
To come on all courageous
And offer you my hand
To pull you up on to dry land
When all I got is sinking sand
That trick ain't worth the time it buys
I'm sick of hearing my own lies
And love's a raven when it flies

Meet me on the other side, meet me on the other side
I'll see you on the other side, see you on the other side
Honey now if I'm honest, I still don't know what love is

[Bill Fenske]

Well, now I have tears in my eyes too, Kali. That must have been extremely difficult to notice it now. It's good to know he was thinking of you and took the time to say he's sorry.

[Bill Fenske]

Oh, I love the image. the soft focus and the implication of communicating from beyond.

[Kerri Michaels]

cool..

[hazel haver]

a tough journey for you to go on, Kali.

[Saxa van Eijnsbergen]

Oh, if you could just 'pull him up on the dry land'. So painful, I can feel your sadness, Kali. Looking at your image, I can feel the longing, to hold him, touch him, one more time.

[Daryl O'Hare]

Wow. Kali. The photo, the narrative, the song. Crying. And hoping for peace for you. Virtual hugs can't do anything but I'm sending them.

[kali]

@darylo yes they can, never underestimate the power of virtual hugs, thankyou my friend

[Kevin McKay]

What an incredibly moving and emotional part of your life that you are sharing. Your strength is amazing. The image you have posted is amazing and so heart felt. Kia Kaha Kali.

[Wendy]

its never ending is it? just when we start to breath a little bit better something else socks us in the gut... my heart, what remains, goes out to you...

[kali]

@bill_fe yes that was something I was pretty sad about, so happy in a way to hear those few little words

[emily tull]

Love that song too, there's a song i can't listen to...thank you for sharing in such dark times

[Osia Strasner]

So sorry about what you are going through Kali....this is a wonderful diptych to express your emotions.

[Yao RL]

I believe the virtual hugs too. we are all connected in the space of multi dimensions.

[Wendy Elwood]

Big hugs Karlene, I cannot read the words right now through tears but I will get there

[Tracie Broadhead]

beautifully done. Hugs and prayers.

[Call me Joe]

So sorry about what you are going through-hugs and love,Kali.

[Krista Marson]

music can fill the hole in the heart, like a waterfall rushing in. love your image. hugs and kisses.

[kali]

@blueberry1222 oh yes, I need music, especially sad songs. thankyou Krista

[kali]

@joemuli thankyou Joe, hugs back

[kali]

@tracie8266 thankyou Tracie, I hope things are good for you

[Stephanie Swift]

These pictures are beautiful and sad, like the story. This must be so hard for you.

[Krista Marson]

@kali66 okay, here's a song for you (from jason molina, of course):
'It's Easier Now' https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OCQqAPTSGc
It's gut wrenching, though....

[Amrita]

I feel the pain Kali. I know the feeling of finding these words... love and hugs to you.
Will share with you a song i composed.
" Sometimes I am looking for you; sometimes a tear comes down to meet you. Sometimes a fleeting smile feels you, and sits upon my lips."

[Amrita]

A very touching image.

[kali]

@amrita21 I would love to hear you sing that Amrita :) thankyou

[kali]

@kevinmckay thanks to you Kevin, I feel you know the territory and that makes your comments even more helpful

[Heidi]

I don't think I can imagine what you are going through, but there has too many "premature" deaths around me in the past year. There is loss and mourning, and fear of the unknown. I am so glad that you can use your awesome photography skills to work through this. Your images are touching and poignant!

[kali]

@blueberry1222 thx for the song, a poet indeed

[kali]

@transatlantic99 so common, I had no idea how much so until now and everybody has a suicide story to tell it seems

[Pam]

I love that song. Powerful images. I am sorry for your loss.