Get Me A Hammer

Somebody get me a hammer
Wanna break all the clocks and the mirrors
And go back to a time that was different
A time when I
Didn't feel like there was something missing
Now my body and mind are so distant
Don't know how to escape from this prison
How can I
Free my mind?
Cause I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
How can I live in the moment
When my thoughts never feel like my own and
Don't know how to admit that I'm broken
How can I be alright?
-Bea Millar, I can't breathe

My job is going well and I feel like I'm completely settled back and when I'm there it's okay and I can do it and things.

Everything else feels broken. I feel absolutely done. I'm so tired and everything hurts. My body isn't feeling so great. But the rules are so strong and I'm so trapped. The next 36 hours are going to be hell.

[kali]

wish i could say something to make you feel better

[Kathy A]

Thank goodness work is good, that is a start.

[Naomi]

@kali66 I'm trying Xxx
@kjarn It is! Xxx

[Helen Jane]

Seems like you need to discover the freedom to break the rules not the clocks? I wish you could.