Work has been good again but now I feel absolutely horrific. The rules in my head are determined to kill me. I cancelled a house viewing because I don't feel safe to drive. I can hardly move myself. The leg pain is particularly bad today and I'm really hoping it settles and it's not a sign that this version of quetiapine is even worse (I've just changed to slow release to see if it helps the leg pain). I need to shower, splat, and bed. Tomorrow morning I have the GP then maybe I can eat/drink. Later on I have an appointment with this mystery CPN/CCo/whoever he is. I don't want to go. I don't trust CMHT one bit, they just let me down over and over again.
