I love you but will you please stop your "Peep, peep, peep, peep." I do worry for you though. I understand your plight. For generations your family has called the pine plantations home but now the trees are felled and the logs stockpiled - all sold for export to China. With this food source gone, you and your family that has grown unnaturally large, are going to face hardship. No wonder you cry. I wonder what life holds for you in this changed world.?