I became emotionally exhausted and slept most of the day. I got up to help my youngest make lasagne, watched 'Queen of the Sun' and cried some more. I cant help feeling that Halil's death is a symptom of a much larger malaise that stalks the whole of our Earth , and when you are hurting you open up to more of that universal hurt too.
I so feel for your, Kali - it must be so hard for you! No words can compensate! But I do feel you can put your creative side into part of invisibly saying how you feel with photos! Theres a lovely silver layer here!
Sleep is good, yes, rest my friend. I know just what you are saying; when you are hurting you are more sensitive to sense things that you would not otherwise. And it is beautiful shot, so emotional and portraying well your thoughts. I noticed the Silver layer too and for me it feels hopeful, that there´s hope for better tomorrow.
The boy and I continue to hold you, gently, in our healing thoughts. Rest deeply and let yourself go and be what and where you need to be as you dream. Know you are grounded in our hearts.
A beautiful and somehow appropriate capture of this lone bird flying bravely on. Feeling hurt from one source does tend to make one feel other hurts, one's own and those of others and of the world in general, more. As you say, sleep is good.
