The feel of my music vibrating the seat of my car is one of the few things reminding me that I'm alive at the moment.
I don't know really. Seeing my CPN tomorrow. Not quite sure what the point is. He's leaving so it'll be the last time (only seen him twice before). Don't know what to say either really. Not sure how I am or what's going on. Some stuff I can't talk about. Just want to sleep tbh. That would be nice. Not a lot of that is happening right now.
