The past year-and-a-half hasn't been easy. Not even a little bit. The valleys into which my moods have plummeted as I learn to share my wife with my son - and as I learn how to be a good parent myself - have been shockingly deep. Conversely, the peaks achieved by my successes feel slight. So much time is busy in fury, that the quiet times stun. In this beautiful moment, I was stunned. She and He, so beautiful, so divine. And how could I ever question my luck? How could I ever doubt my good fortune?