It's been about 4 years now since I've lost my mom. I'm alright now because I've pretty much convinced myself that she's where she would want to be..but there are rare times that I see her face in other people and wonder if she's just faked her own death somehow. I often wonder that; mostly because it's hard to grasp the facts. A friend of mine lost her (18)boy recently. Maybe they're all having cake somewhere, talking about us..we never know. I send you my love.
@raininmyshoes yes the facts can be so stark that we try to pad them out with imagination, I want to believe, like you that he is in a better place now.
@ethelperry it feels odd performing it for the camera, this has the feeling without it being real, I have been sad today, so selected this from old shots to suit. thankyou Ethel, I always appreciate your thoughtful comments
I have been having some of those days lately with connections in between that turn it around - love and hugs to you