She lost herself... by fiveplustwo

She lost herself...

I took several pictures and edited about a million versions of them all for the theme this week. It was a bit maddening. I decided to go personal with it and delve into my own maladies and madness. I am bipolar, among other things... So, this is it. -@MegStorey

“There is a particular kind of pain, elation, loneliness, and terror involved in this kind of madness. When you're high it's tremendous. The ideas and feelings are fast and frequent like shooting stars, and you follow them until you find better and brighter ones. Shyness goes, the right words and gestures are suddenly there, the power to captivate others a felt certainty. There are interests found in uninteresting people. Sensuality is pervasive and the desire to seduce and be seduced irresistible. Feelings of ease, intensity, power, well-being, financial omnipotence, and euphoria pervade one's marrow. But, somewhere, this changes. The fast ideas are far too fast, and there are far too many; overwhelming confusion replaces clarity. Memory goes. Humor and absorption on friends' faces are replaced by fear and concern. Everything previously moving with the grain is now against-- you are irritable, angry, frightened, uncontrollable, and enmeshed totally in the blackest caves of the mind. You never knew those caves were there. It will never end, for madness carves its own reality.”
-Kay Redfield Jamison
Just fantastic!
October 30th, 2013  
This is brave and excellent - fav
October 30th, 2013  
Meg
@sweett Thank you!

@jantan Thank you Jan! I really appreciate the fav. and the kind words.
October 30th, 2013  
all I can think to do is *hugs*
October 30th, 2013  
Brave! I applaud.
October 30th, 2013  
This is really superb. Excellent tones.
October 30th, 2013  
I like your thoughts and the interpretation - very artful and emotional too! The words sound to me sound like when I've had a few wines! I don't get the end results here - you are really describing depression!
October 30th, 2013  
Fabulous and deeply beautiful and emotional shot. It is always very brave to open up and you have done it wonderfully
October 30th, 2013  
Meg
@kali66 @acloserlookpbd @lindseying @maggiemae @roseolivia Thank you all so much!!! I truly appreciate all of the truly sweet and supportive words, as well as your fav.'s! I am glad that you all have found this image to be emotive and impacting. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!!!
October 30th, 2013  
cool shot
October 31st, 2013  
Excellence in composition and courage! If b&w probably a great looking noir photo. You rock, plain and simple.
October 31st, 2013  
Ian
A beautiful and brave shot. The choice of words are amazing, a fascinating insight. Thank you for sharing this. fav
October 31st, 2013  
Meg
@twr Thank you!

@mikegifford Thank you!!! & I will have to try it out in black and white. I didn't even think to try black and white on this pic.

@streats Thank you for your kind words and the fav. Ian!!! I greatly appreciate it. =)
October 31st, 2013  
FAV, for the words and amazing image. SO powerful, well done.
October 31st, 2013  
Wonderful portray, the light is fab
October 31st, 2013  
Meg
@luvthyclassics Thank you so much Jesse!! I appreciate the fav. I am glad that it is coming across well. =)

@wenbow Thank you Wendy! This is the window in my daughters room and her trundle from under her bed... Poor girl. I am always taking over her room for pictures.
November 1st, 2013  
Are you sleepy? You look a little sleepy?
November 1st, 2013  
Meg
@bobfoto Haha! I have had some pretty late nights recently... that must be it. =P Is it the bags under my eyes? I think they make a cream for that.
November 2nd, 2013  
@megstorey - seriously, we have "bottom butter" in our shops.
November 2nd, 2013  
Meg
@bobfoto Should I ask? Bottom butter?
November 2nd, 2013  
@megstorey - chafing apparently.... but it always cracks me up when I see it on the shelf!!!
November 2nd, 2013  
Meg
@bobfoto Hahaha! Nice! I think I would have to buy some just for the laugh and display it proudly on the counter for all to see!
November 2nd, 2013  
@megstorey - tell 'em its good for your lips when they get too much sun...
November 2nd, 2013  
Meg
@bobfoto Hahaha! Will do!
November 2nd, 2013  
Fabulous powerful shot and great writings from the bipolar world.
November 11th, 2013  
this is so pretty
November 17th, 2013  
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