Oh dear, the 8th of December is the anniversary of our first lunch date we had some twenty one years ago in 1998 in Putney! We planned to walk through Bushy Park, watch the ice skating at Hampton Court and have some lunch.
In the event we had lunch first and then things went downhill as discussions about Christmas were raised and not by me. Yet again we descended into arguing and I am really sure that it is not me that is being unreasonable and I am just so tired and sad.
The day was ruined. We did go and look at the skating but with a heavy heart. This photo of the skating in a sudden downpour kind of sums up my mood. The walk back through Bushy Park was ‘frosty’. I’m really tired of the stress and worry over the last two months and I am still confident that it is not my fault. Oh, and apparently we are moving next year - news to me... I thought 2019 couldn’t get much worse... apparently it can!!
